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2:53 am - May 24, 2004
Now there's all kinds of songs about babies
"Rainy Night In Georgia"
and "Kentucky Rain"
Well, I thought I was over you
"Rainy Night In Georgia"
and "Kentucky Rain" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing when I broke up with him. Sometimes I feel like maybe I did love him, and still do. God that was like 2 and a half years ago, and I still wonder if I fucked it all up. I'm trying to let it go. I mean, he's engaged now, and it's too late to go back. Plus how do I know it would even work a second time around? What if it all ended up shitty a second time? I couldnt handle breaking his heart again. Not to mention I could handle getting mine broken again by him. Plus that little fact that I dont think he even loves me anymore. And does it matter? What would I even do if he suddenly called out of the blue and said "Hey I love you after all and I think its all fucked up and we need to talk about this." I don't know. And the fact that I don't know scares me. Does that mean that I do love him? Or what? Cos if I definetly didnt love him I"d automatically think "no" or at least feel that I would answer that way. Right? I dont know. All I know is I'm rambling. So I best stop before this stops making any kind of sense at all. |